Sunday, March 1, 2009

No more procrastination....

I found this birds egg while exploring and taking pictures in the same burnt bush I found the car in. It was my most favourite find.


Admittedly I have been at a bit of a loss the last little while. I'm up to date with everything. There is not one little thing that actually needs doing. No bills are due, or over due which would be normal, no assignments, no paperwork, no errands and organising... not even cleaning! I can't procrastinate, because there is nothing else that I should be doing! Theoretically this should be fantastic, but instead it just feels uncomfortable and I'm not doing any of the fun things I would usually want to be doing or that I'd usually do instead of doing the things that I should be doing! I'm happy to learn and get used to it though, having nothing specific that needs doing is not unpleasant.

I did venture out of the car park today on my motorcycle, and actually made it all the way home! That was a very exciting feat in itself and something I've been avoiding. Riding is far more scary then I had originally thought. Hanging over the side of a cliff on a rope or jumping out of a plane scares me a lot less. I feel bunches more confident after today though, thanks to my lovely friend who took me out and didn't give up on me even after I dropped the bike in the first few minutes!

Nine weeks until I leave for London! I haven't decided on the places I'll be visiting yet. Nothing is really organised. But I don't really want it to be... in fact I'm really not keen on the idea of having to book accommodation, transport and lock things in, it doesn't seem to leave enough leeway. But I suppose nothing is permanent.


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